Gosh i love leila soo frikin much...she is growin ta be sooo frikin beautiful... lol its so fun watchin her go everywhere lol ... and that beautiful smile she gives me the momment she sees me in the morning.... I love the way she laughs wen i kiss her neck...lol and she even smiles wen i hold her upside down... lol shes combat crawling right now haha its funny cuz shes SOOO fast...
I talked to vickie last night... it wuz awesome cuz i dont really talk to anyone much no more ya know?? and like it wuz just cool to laugh and share with her wuts going on and everything...
im so confused.. i want to be a medical assistant now that vanessa is telling me all these things about CNA iono i guess if they dont get paid that much i might as well become a medical assistant...
i wanna get married to robbie lIKE NOW... but even though i really want to i know that i have to wait for the momment to be right... i mean i dont wanna get married and have no job and stuff like that...
a lot of the grls at tracy live with their boys... nd it makes me sad that i cant... cuz i miss him so much every single time that we part...i want to raise leila together...not in different houses...=( i wanna get married sooo bad but wut can i do... we still gotta finish high school and i gotta finish medical school....
AHHHHHHHHH i would just move out wen im 18 but my rents would be mad about that one... i mean i guess their right about the whole thign ya know about it being wrong that we're not married... but the thing that they have to put into their minds is that WE HAVE A KID!!!!!... lol
awww lol leilas smiling soo big at her tita veronica right now lol nd now shes combat crawling towards her OO now towards the remote control LOLits sooo cute.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I MISS MY ROBERT..... gosh.I miss him so much it hurts... argh yyyy do we gotta be so far apart..
well i gotta GOOOOOOOOOO cuz my leila is crying at the dorr lol i think she wants to go to the mall....awww shes JUST LIKE MEEE haha
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